Complicated

just heard this song by carolyn dawn johnson?

I'm so scared that the way I feel,
Is written all over my face
When you walk into the room,
I wanna find a hiding place.
We used to laugh, we used to hug, the way that old friends do.
But now, a smile and a touch of your hand,
Just makes me come unglued.
Such a contradiction, do I lie or tell the truth.
Is it fact or fiction,
Oh the way I feel for you.

So complicated, I'm so frustrated.
I wanna hold you close, I wanna push you away,
I wanna make you go, I wanna make you stay.
Should I say it.
Should I tell you how I feel.
Oh, I want you to know.
But then again I don't. It's so complicated.

Oh...just when I think I'm under control.
I think I got a grip.
Another friend tells me that, I'm always on your lips.
They say I'm more than just a friend, they say I must be blind.
Well, I admit that I've seen you watch me from the corner of your eye.
Oh, It's so confusing. I wish you'd just confess.
But think of what I'd
be losin', if your answer isn't yes.

So complicated I'm so frustrated,
I wanna hold you close, I wanna push you away,
I wanna make you go, I wanna make you stay.
Should I say it, should I tell you how I feel.
Oh I want you to know, but then again I don't, It's so complicated.

Oh, I hate it. 'Cause I've waited.
So long for someone like you
Oh, what do I do.
Oh should I say it.
Should I tell you how I feel.
I want you to know,but then again I don't.
It's so complicated..
It's so complicated..
It's so complicated.
Ohh..

she says

Sweet is the side
Of her room
Window open by candlelight
How would you know
Cold winter on the shore
Chills a dress she wore
It’s on the floor
It feels so warm today

And that’s why I’m wondering why
You had to tell me
What’s goin’ on in your head
What’s wrong
Come around to another time when you
Don’t have to run

And when she said she wants somebody else
I hope you know
that she doesn’t mean you
And when she breaks down and makes a sound
You’ll never hear her
the way that I do
And when she said she wants someone to love
I hope you know
she doesn’t mean you
And when she breaks down and lets you down
I hope you know
that she doesn’t mean to
Yeah yeah…. I know it

Swing into flight
Over hills
Over her hills it’s twilight
Yeah, I guess that’s right now
While we’re here
Tell me why It’s so funny
That you’re so funny when you’re mad
Always so mad, so mad

And that’s why I’m wondering why
You had to tell me
What’s goin’ on in your head
what’s wrong
Come around to another time when you
Don’t have to run

And when she said she wants somebody else
I hope you know
That she doesn’t mean you
And when she breaks down and makes a sound
You’ll never hear her
The way that I do
And when she said she wants someone to love
I hope you know
she doesn’t mean you
And when she breaks down and lets you down
I hope you know that she knows
She doesn’t mean you

Yeah and I don’t know where
Come and find me
I don’t know what
We’re coming to and
And I don’t know what
It means to me
And you don’t know what
It means to you

We’re over now
Yeah