Funny how my friends tell me they have been attempting to petition for you to come back into my life. Funny how they misunderstand that I want you to.


I would not mind if you do, but I would rather that you not feel like you're doing me a favor and giving me what I want by coming back into my life. Even if you don't, I don't want you to be smug that I want you back in my life. I don't. Inwardly, I might think about you a lot....even now I still do from time to time. But outwardly...I stopped expecting you a long time ago.