I'm posting a lot lately

I think lately I've had a lot of things to think about....only I feel like I can never express it in adequate words. Have you ever gone through a phase where you think about yourself and you try to understand something about yourself but you can't? I'm sure everyone has gone through such a time, but I hope that like everyone else, mine is temporary. "Be tentative and hesitant" is what I tell myself. Ahh....I wish there was just one day where people tell me what I want to hear. That is my little selfish wish....delusional and selfish....